Sabke Liye Therapist, Apne Liye Engaged

Mujhe hamesha bola gaya —

“It’s so good how you listen to everyone.”

“Tujhe sab bata dete hain, tu sabki problem solve karti hai.”

And honestly, I love that.

Sunna acha lagta hai.

Logo ko thoda halka mehsoos karwana acha lagta hai.

Par kabhi kabhi lagta hai —

Main sabki therapist ban gayi hoon.

Sabke mood swings, heartbreak, anger, rant sessions — sab mujhe milte hain.

Aur main?

Main khud se kab baat karti hoon, pata nahi.

It’s funny na —

Main logo ko bolti hoon “feel your feelings,” aur

khud ke liye “busy” ho jaati hoon.

Main keh deti hoon “koi baat nahi, sab theek ho jayega,”

par apne liye woh sentence kabhipura nahi ho pata.

“Are you okay?”

Haan haan, main theek hoon.

Perfect hoon.

Sab sambhal lungi.

Bas mujhse poocho mat.

Kabhi kabhi toh lagta hai

Main kisi aur ka mood sambhalte sambhalte

apna hi mood manage karna bhool gayi hoon.

Aur ab kya bolun…

Mujhe bhi nahi pata.

Shayad ab thoda khud ke liye bhi soch lu.

Ya kal phir kisi ka sunke sab bhool jaaun.

Mujhe nahi pata.

Waise bhi…

main hamesha se hi aisi thi 💌